does life seem that curious?

my life is getting unpredictable..
sometimes i feel like i'm the luckiest person ever even though i'm neither poor nor rich. i'm in beetwen.
i have good friends around. i'm having good education. i have good parents which always support me all-time. i'd say i have everything I always wanted although its not almost everything but thats enough.

BUT

sometimes i feel i dont wanna be ever existed, i feel loneliness so bad. i feel i really dumb and selfish or else.

ya Allah plese bring me to the bright future which my parents always want me to be.
and I really wish that i will travel in the fuckin awesome whole world someday with my own money and i wish that i could have good life-partner.

please give me all of the goodness

GONG XI FAT CHAI

gong xi fat chai bagi cina2 yg merayakannya termasuk caesar adam(cina bisnis glodok)

weather:lovely raining(akhirnya jakarta hujan jg)

hmmm, gw pgn ngomong apa yahhh bingung jg.

yang jelas hr ini gw g jd jalan brg si itu tuuh, gara2 ujan ckckc :'( yaudah akhirnya back to habit deh  main hotel giant, buka facebook dll kayanya boring bgt sih jd gw huuu!..

ohiya gw pgn banget deh les di wall street looks interesting bgt, kmrn gw test disana i got lvl9..

dan kayanya gw bakal les disana,thats the plan. abisan native nya beneran dpt ky certificate of foreign language gt g kaya di EF, yg ngajar backpackers or the other poor western people who got stuck in indoesia.. tp gpp sih berjasa jg ya para backpackers.

kmrn gw chat sama my beybeh si thitut HOT bgt dah hahah, yaaa apalagi kalo bukan ttg gosip terbaru di SRIT hehe.. yang bisa gw blg si cm, yaaa smoga aja keadaan disana bsa lebih baik jd kalo kpn2 gw liburan kesana(Amin) jd bisa enjoy gt ye kan..ohiya buat the'new couple'. smoga awet deh ! ohiya saran gw si, 

jgn suka janjiin sesuatu klo udh tau g akan ditepatin,malu sendiri kan lo akhirnya?

nyantai aje kali kaya di pantai!

 YOU !!

you are so different than others that i can't easily figure you out.

what's so special ?

2012 ?

ok, now i'm going to talk abouuttttttt
DOOMSDAY
yes, everyone doomsday means kiamat.

forecast : 2012, friday.
reasons : there's new planet called nibiru(-NASA) or planet X which is approaching to the earth and in 2012 it'll directly hit our lovely earth.

believe it or not ??

if you asked me, my answer will be
DON'T but, JAGA-JAGA is YES man.

because Al-Qur'an told us that no one know when the doomsday will come. Nor our messenger, Nabi Muhammad SAW.
but, about the nibiru stuffs news. i can say that i trust it. why? becuase you can check it out from NASA's website for the pics.

so, be prepared (i guess).
that day is absolutely gonna come. but who knows when exactly it is? our Allah just the only one knows.
lets pray together, and I hope that none of us see that awful doomsday when it happen.
because we're not inauspicious person riiighhht?

just share things on my head, again

i have just arrived from bali yesterday, you can check out my facebook for the pictures.
well, its pretty awesome you know to go there with some friends especially they're your besties. we spent a lot of fun together and getting known each other better, and 'the not bright side' of your friends uhm, yea i'm sure that everybody has their mean side including me of course.
the point is everybody wants to be seen, and to be heard. am i right ?

2 days before i went to bali, i hung out with 'secret' and we never had hung out together before. all i could say after that he was so unpredictable. well, i just think that he was different.
he has RLH's eyes! ckckck, and that's enough to freakin the hell out.

btw, palupi asked me my full adress with the post code too. what she is gonna do? does she want to bring me huge box with her inside it? becuase i hope so, i miss her bloody much.

and yess, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYONE.
i hope tomorrow gonna be more awesome than today!!
new year in bali is the biggest new year party ever in my life.

oh yea almost forgot, i got my wishlist comes true:
1,ankle boots w/ no heels
2. animal printed scarf

still wishlist :
1. slim heigh weist skirt

well, once again, LET THE AWESOME 2009 COMES !!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

kenapa ya gw skrng kalo lg seneng, ga mau sampe seneng2 bgt. gw tuh ngerasanya kalo kesenengan bgt ntar kalo lg sedih, sediiih bgt gt. makanya skrng kalo perasaan gw lg loncat2 nari2 sangking senengnya gw tahaaan aja. padahal rasanya pgn loncat2 jg. trs gw tuh suka ketawa sampe nangis, knp ye? apa kelenjar air mata gw kebanyakan ape gmn ga ngerti dh. kalo udh ketawa to the max ky nangis gt biasanya abis itu gw langsung brusaha buat g ketawa lg.

haaaa sebenrnya gw pgn hiduppp bebas tanpa kesusahan tp g mungkin ya.

cobaan tuh dimana2 dan karna cobaan itulah gw bisa bertahan hidup ampe skrng, cobaan buat gw be a better person sih kalo menurut gw..

lahlah ko gw jd ngomongin ky gt y?haha

ohiya gw lg searching scholarship di UK, sebenrnya usulannya bokap tuh boleh jg ye.

banyakan scholarship nawarinnya ky science ato ngga arts, dan gw buta bgt sm tu 2hal hahha

gw lbh suka ke masalah sosial gt sih kaya berdebat2 gw demen, terus2 kenapa gw masuk inter class IPA ya?dogol jg. kalo kata bokap gw sih gapapa malahan bagus,jd bisa flexible gt lah..

btw, keinginan gw buat tinggal di london semakin besar nih, waaa kenapa y? gw suka aja gt negara eropa kynya gmnaaaa gt, kaya dreams comes true aja kalo gw sampe bnran hahaha lebaay tp bener ah..

yaudah yah gw cuma mengeluarkan apa yg lg ada di otak gw hehe

(btw, gw pgn bgt cangkok otak biar pinter hahaha)

announcement

location : starbucks setiabudi

stars : thea&disa

just watch !!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yH65rf4-RL8

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this is the rules :

1. take a recent photo photo of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now

2. don't change your clothes,don' fix your hair, just take a picture

3. post that picture with no editing

4. post this instruction with your picture

5. tag 10 peoples to do this

mamam noh gigi ber besi hahaha

tag : siapa aja yg lg pengen 

any any any

gw tambah gendut LAGI

baru aja gw turun 2 kilo jd 50kg skrng naek lagi 52.sama aja daah

yaiyalah gmn ngga hari ini aja gw dah makan banyak bgt baks,o sate padang, makanan rumah, tim-tam, kue asoynya nykp gw dll laah.

toloong kynya holiday membuat saya gendut nihh!

ohiya most wanted item buat thn 2009 adalaah..

1.

ANKLE BOOTS w/ no heels

waktu itu gw udh nemu yang keren abis dan sesuai selera di mango rp.1jt sekian di pvj

tp gw lg no money siii :(

mkanya gw hrs save money buat beli itu

 sumpah itu cool bgt!wkt itu gw liat ada yg pake di bazkom 68 warna coklat gt its soo cool! huuuh!

2.

HIGH WAIST SLIM SKIRT

well, yes back to classic baby! gw udh pny sih high waist skirt but bukan yg slim gt.

3.

ANIMAL PRINTED SCARF

kalo ini sih dah banyak dimana2 tp gw blm sempet beli2 hehehe

slain most wanted item jg msh banyak sih mist wanted lainnya kaya i hope i will pass IGCE exam on mei 2009

its so freakin me out!

dan msh banyak lg dh pokonya..hehhe

dareyori mo daisuki daa!

1887

bukan,itu bukan nama tahun tp nama tgl bersejarah (TSAAH)

ngeselin bgt ya kalo ada org yg g bisa kita benci ato sekedar lupa lah. walopun tu org nan jauuuuuh disana hahaha lebay.

gw bru buka facebook nya geki trus gw nemu foto ini :

gw ngeliatin poto ini lamaaaa bgt hahahha kalo dipikir2 gw kgn bgt sm ni org (yg mukanya paling girang) tp gw jg kgn sm lo ko geek hehehe.

bnyk perubahan dah dia tambah tinggi trs hmm sama aja sik sbenrnya tambah jelek malah hahah canda.

kenapa y gw g bisa lupa sm ni org jelek?hhaha ooh ngeselinnya mungkin yak ama matanya yang boros jg deh HAHA.

tp yg lebih ngeselinnya gw msh syg parah sm dia,hoooow bad! gw jd susah bgt suka sm org disni!

yah kalo bsa dibilang mungkin krna dia pacar terlama dan paling ter ter lah! haha lebay abis gw jaah.

ter jijik juga maksutnya gw pernah nemuin ilernya dia di jaket gw!gra2 na

ek spinning coaster dan emg kg bisa mingkem kali anaknya akhirnya ludah2nya kemana2,dsr jorok bgt kan 

trs banyak bgt lah kenang2an yg g bisa keulang lg kaya malem2 numpang diteras org lah.terus gw mati2an bljr buat bikin brownies buat dia lah trs yang gw ke disney land brg dia trs msk wahana cupu tp baru trs gw sblm naek malah ketakutan duluan dogol dah dan msh banyaaak lg pokonya

there are soo many anak "gaul" disni,gw mls bgt. 

lo pikir gaul yg pake tanda kutip tu keren apa hhh.

yauda deh finally gw g enak nulis2 mcm2 lg.

take care ya RLH.

rajin shalatnya jgn brubah ya hahaha!

on 30 of this month

me and my friends (diza, dhea, dhiani, ude, disa) are going to baliiii for new year's holiday.we are going to have new year's eve there. we will stay in there for 4 days,

and i just CANT WAIT! :P

TAYLOR SWIFT-OUR SONG

these song plays around on my head lately.



I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I looked around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talking real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

[Repeat Chorus]

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I... wrote down our song.....

bljr karakter org gara2 naek taksi

sometimes stranger like taxi's driver can be rude to other people..

once, i ever took a taxi and the driver was like bringing me to death! he ran the taxi sooo extremely fast! and i was just like "damn!!i wont die!! what should I do?god, help me!allahuma ini majereha.........................amiin"

the second one was  that the taxi's driver  could be so freakin' friendly

he asked me a question "why a girl who has beauty like yours,still goes to school and bring that thick books?" and my answer was "well,my pleasure but why not?beauty means nothing unless you had something  good at,and i want more than I am now."

and after that we was having a discussion about life, and politics etc

and sometimes the driver could be so calm, and has slow voice.

duh!

and many other characters

because of it, i could learn people character by their eyes

anyone who have empty eyes and anyone who haven't

LOL

its FUN btw 

CEROBOH

i lost one of my hard lens !! how stupid I am.

ooooooowwwwwwhhhhhhhh and this morning i was just like wearing the other one,so that means that i just wear one contact lens and it feels damn weird.

today's ADDINA HADI's Birthdaaay(hapy birthday deaaar :) )

and she 'traktir' us (diza,dhea etc.) in jakarta theatre, we  was watching twilight.. the most adorable vampire I ever saw Robert Patinson is on that movie.

he such a HOOOOOT GUUUY! i want watch it agaaain, its like addicting me lol

and, I have a goood newssss!really daaaaamn goooooooood news.... but I wont tell you but i'll show you ! not now,of course. but I'm gonna post it in my blog if that things happens..

ok,wish me luck dude !!

i make it my way

facts not always as good as we wants

like to remembering all of it.

ENJOYYYYY!!

hello this is my beloved classmate and teacher

at disney land

playing truth or dare 

hugging yyg,yuyuyuyuyuuuk LOL

lalala~

first mask dance performance

FUJI

onzeng tamago which smells so unacceptable (!)

ini 3tahun lalu..LOL my face looks damn ugly

saat menjenguk tama yg sakit

ditraktir thia lhoo di T.G.I friday's our all time favorite restaurant 

shop shop shoop!

had a date with ex bf

we call it MEMORIES

two persons that I adore in my whole life:)

heyheyhelo,

di postingan kali ini gw bakalan ngasih tau 2org yg sgt hebat menurut gw,dan orangnya g jauh2 banget mereka bukan artis ato someone popular like einstein,mereka deket banget kok sm kehidupan gw..

1.SYAHRUL NUGROHO a.k.a PAPA

jaah..liat dulu dong gayanya,mantep bukan? why I adore him?because he is the success one..

my father was a poor people. look, I really mean it.. then, with all his attempt he can be just like now..and not only that, he always tells me good advices and support me wherever and whenever. but, in a good way of course :D and he is a real patient guy with all the problems he ever had even the biggest one in his life maybe..LOL..sounds classic eh?

2.DHANY IRFANSYAH a.k.a PAK DHANY/AKANG DHANY/C3 

let me introduce him. he is my art,biology,design grafis and advice teacher! duuuh ni oraang he always

good at anything!! he can do REAL GOOD PHOTOGRAPHY and because of him i want to be 

pro photographer 

just like now, and because of him my father bought me prof camera :P..thankyou y paak hahahah

he always tells me that he just can do many kinds of arts but not good at it..

but,apaaaaan.. he can sing, playing gamelan,angklung up to electric guitars and much more like making sculpture, design graphy-ing in 28 he working at indonesian embassy tokyo..how's it?he is terrible! mantap dh lo pak!!

bloggie woggie life

here goes..

ini blog ke tiga gw,doain aja ga gw apus lagi hehe..